there were over 100 ppl in ma house today ;.;

AssassinwithRPG

sithumya replied at 2015-12-31 17:49
Britain..? Nice!  And nope here where I live there isn't a specific term called 'college'...to b ...

You're not wrong. I'm over average. Not quiet a genius but studding and learning are my only talent so I try my best to keep it that way. Doing everything now so I can get to good uni and do Architecture, after maybe start my own business.  Not sure about everything, putting my all in studies for now.
And your future plans my young one?

sithumya

AssassinwithRPG replied at 2015-12-31 23:58
You're not wrong. I'm over average. Not quiet a genius but studding and learning are my only talen ...

Figures Itachi was the genius of the Uchiha clan after all :3
I wish I had your motivation to study and give my all for my studies Am having a hard time figuring out my ambition Every1 Wants me to be a doctor lol and well my bro is studying to be one so tis obvious I  
should go on the same path..but my grades need to perfect! Am so scared of not being able to meet every1's expectation Itachi San what's your advice?

AssassinwithRPG

sithumya replied at 2015-12-31 18:07
Figures  Itachi was the genius of the Uchiha clan after all :3
I wish I had your motivation to  ...

Why give a shit about everyone expectations? They won't be the ones doing the work, you will you, chose your path. Just because it won't please everyone it does not mean its wrong. Just don't become a hoe, that is wrong all the way. Also how old are you, you might still be too young to know your ambitions and targets.  

sithumya

AssassinwithRPG replied at 2016-1-1 00:10
Why give a shit about everyone expectations? They won't be the ones doing the work, you will you,  ...

Am 14 so am pretty sure I should have my goals figured out bu now *sighs* I dont want to dissapoint my parents..I really want them to be proud of me but I reaaally think they r expecting too much from me
Life is so Fucking Hard
#ForgiveMyLanguage
#ITendToGetAngryWhenDiscussingMyPersonalLife
#SorryItachiSan

AssassinwithRPG

sithumya replied at 2015-12-31 18:18
Am 14 so am pretty sure I should have my goals figured out bu now *sighs* I dont want to dissapoin ...

Don't apologies to me for swearing, it makes me feel bad.
Try talking about it with your parents. You should not be pressured to do something you don't want. Yet if you are still unsure you should at least do enough studying to get over average, so that you have most possible options open. I can't talk much, when I was taking my finals I did no revision and so on...I guess I matured a bit from that time, still don't regret it. The games I played were worth while.
(Note I passed everything I took and got Bs in most important subjects which is over average)

sithumya

AssassinwithRPG replied at 2016-1-1 00:27
Don't apologies to me for swearing, it makes me feel bad.
Try talking about it with your parents.  ...

I try to stay in the top 5 as much as possible and I've never gone below the top 10 so I dont think my grades are that bad....:/ I just want to make my parents proud of me :3 This is a new year as of now (It's 12:00 rn!)
so I want to start anew and study hard so I can reach my goals! The one thing am incredibly lacking is self confidence I got 0% of it lol.

AssassinwithRPG

sithumya replied at 2015-12-31 18:35
I try to stay in the top 5 as much as possible and I've never gone below the top 10 so I dont thin ...

Lets put it this way. I hate myself, which is the primary reason I want to do well. Because I have nothing else. Just my genetic ability which allows me to learn faster. And even that isn't amazing. Self hatred can become your motivation, that is if you really hate your self. Nether the less its not good to hate yourself, it can get you depressed and shit. But can be good if it motivates you, all dependent on you psychological approach to self.
#NowIThinkI'mLoosingThePlot
#HopeYouUnderstandAtLeastSomething

Also as long as you don't fail in life your parents will be proud. Think about it this way. What would you want your kids to be so you can be proud. Your answer probably is something along the lines of "Themselves" or "Whoever they want to be". Parents aren't proud of kids because they achieve things parents want, parents are proud when you achieve things you want, and carve your own path, not follow the selected one. Reason they might want to push you in certain direction is because they want your life to be easier. They push you because they are afraid they won't be able to catch you. If that makes sense.

#ISoundLikeA40YearsOldVirgin
#ButI'mA16YearsOldVirgin
#MaybeIShouldUseMore"Swag"

sithumya

AssassinwithRPG replied at 2016-1-1 00:44
Lets put it this way. I hate myself, which is the primary reason I want to do well. Because I have ...

I hate myself too ;.; well I hate my self a lot and if what you say is right I think I'll keep it that way.
Itachi San your advice has trully inspired me I bow before your greatness and if you shall ever go up for presidency I'll elect you ;)

sithumya

AssassinwithRPG replied at 2016-1-1 00:44
Lets put it this way. I hate myself, which is the primary reason I want to do well. Because I have ...

Good night Itachi San Happy New year again xD And Thank you once again for your wonderful words

AssassinwithRPG

sithumya replied at 2015-12-31 18:52
I hate myself too ;.; well I hate my self a lot and if what you say is right I think I'll keep it  ...

No chance, politics is the only sector of higher education I hate. Truly disgust me, lies, traitors and God knows what really happens when the camera are off. And being in center of biased media all time. Not my thing.

Hope my advice helped you a bit. Just warning about self hatred, remember to still accept yourself, so you don't go off taking drugs and self harming to forget your existence.

Other than that enjoy your sleep. Assasin has a few events to attend to now :3.